Category: Faith


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Have faith in the feelings of the heart. Tears are prayers too. Tears travel through the breath of life when we can’t speak.

These moments … of feeling helpless and alone, when there is no one to hold you, no one to tell you, ‘It’ll be OK’, when someone you love is no longer in you life, and the memories of being together haunt you, day and night; the love you keep becomes the Music in the end . . . becomes your salvation . . . your redemption. Music, will hold you deep within your core, unconditionally. Music, will whisper, hold on, just another day. Music, will always bring you back to life. Because everything moves, everything dances, everything … is Music … everything of every ‘something’, every somebody, is the Universe. Everything … is part of the soul of ‘the one’. Love yourself … you are everything! You … are the true love you seek . . . you
. . . are the soulmate of life. ©


Pink Floyd – “Coming Back to Life”

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The word “overthinking” holds no meaning, no merit, no logic in these times for need of time to give serious attention to much thinking.¬†



Could it be so,  that once the perfect poem
. . . the perfect painting
. . . the perfect story . . . the perfect music . . . a perfect return to ‘knowing’ the perfections of intuitive Nature of human, animal, plant, flower, fauna, and insect of all land and all sea, the seen and unseen, have been created, that true then are the signs and wonders of cyclic end to existence as is so often told of antiquated “myth” stories? And thusly to, are new beginnings to another way of being forged from the ruins?¬† Because from my point of view, I see the clash of awe and chaos in unbending dance of uncertainly; a bonding of unknown certainty moving through the long-standing veil of visceral 3D vision.


The term, “Rising As One”¬† ¬†
. . .¬† must be the truer meaning to the word, “ascension”.¬† Do call me “crazy” because I exist to ‘know’ that I AM existing.¬†The answers are in the madness. Catch ‘up’ to the madness
. . . the questioning of answers, and the questioning of questions hidden within human nature. We, are ALL in the thickness of this fog!  Of this . . .  I am certain with all certainty!


To ‘feel’—is to reconnect with the natural order of communication with the life- ‘force’ of source when intuition [spirit] is made paralized by wicked worldly ruse?¬† 1. Embraced the heartache caused of seeming unreason beat-down: A persistence of muse striking as many blows as necessary to produce¬† wounds that will succumb to the light of self-realization.¬† 2. Self-realization: A will of way to instinctual perception. The understanding that “redemption” is soul-ly personal, and crusial for self-forgiveness of and others for ill-conscious and ill-willed affliction.¬† 3. Let the mind and heart join in balance for all forward aforethought: A physical and cognitive sensation of positive ‘energy’ of I AM: an ‘ascension’ to seeking joy persistently for all moment in all decisions!¬† 4. Mindful daily practice of 1 through 3 on a moment-to-moment sense of awareness.¬† In this order, will surely come inner-contentment while the world spins in chaos of mankind’s egotistical endeavors sought and fought with corrupt “religions” and “politics” of¬† societal whims of false rule seeking control of what is deeply feared . . . human intuition and imagination. The core of change versus minds kept in state of mock dellusion.¬† The soul-less-heart-less ones know they cannot have authority otherwise, and so do contineously reinvent ways and means to exploit and control the exclusive powers of the individual.¬† This . . . is, and has¬†always been, the “evil” this world has always known!¬† If . . . minds and hearts decide to no longer choose to ‘follow’ such “evil”, then stands to reason, there would be no “evil”!¬† Peace¬†. . . is and has been the ultimate goal of plan of eternity.¬† The physical experience of existence is for once while in conscienceness: A learning and teaching for growth.¬† The exaulted spirit remains to just be . . . always consistent in continuity.


Truth is truth, and is made perfect only through intuition’s perfect discernment.


The equasion of universal simplicity, is knowing that knowing truths is greater than living¬†lies, is equal to freedom.¬† It really is that simple!¬† The genius of the child is a divine ‘knowing’ personal truths of life through means of intuition’s logic—the ‘something’ felt to be real: A blood-oath connection to all things beautiful, made forgotten through slowly rotting common-core teaching!


And still . . . they not want to know truth of what they see with their own eyes.¬† Is ignorance truly [false] bliss?¬† Is the want for ‘knowing’ truth just begging for curse of self-torment in silence? A conundrum of choice exists.¬† Be it dellusional lies of contrived certainty, or¬†truths of true uncertainty? “Overthinking” may be necessary, surely is underrated, pushed to frowned upon in these times of utter lies vs proof of truth!¬† Because hypocritical minds don’t want humanity to care concerning the brilliantly hidden information wars, nor to think vastly beyond the suggested reality, nor to seek understanding of whys of importance for individual preference of mindset, being that mindfulness is everything to be able to fully experience life!


Knowing lay within the heart. It is the strong of mind [wise], the quiet ones, the spiritually intelligent ones, the falsely perceived weak ones, the INwardly ascending ones of infinite eternity, who do already see the breathe of “God”—found at the end of¬†long-standing persistence of faith, of agony in humility. The weak of mind will be revealed—the ignorant, the liars, the foolish, the greedy, the deceivers, the murderers—these are ones of self-appeasement and arrogance lacking connective soul: A choice made of devotion to history created upon greed!


Q: Did ancient civilizations develop on Earth before mankind wrote his own version of history, and even when such civilizations truly ARE “written in stone”?!




Let it be understood . . . humanity was never “banished” from “The Garden of Eden” [innocence].¬† We are still here—mere keepers of cyclic beginnings and ends through growing pains of change . . . that which is meant for the reaping of joys and sorrows through eternity of devotion to truths! How great is the experience of peace, when peace comes of the wishing for nothing more: A peace appreciated in the silence of sojourn with Nature, where one receives holy utterance.



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She breathes the air
of hope’s despair
whilst despair
bleeds hope’s seeds
What must be . . .
must be . . .
for there’d be
no rain . . .
no tears
of strain . . .
no season’s gain . . .
if there is no pain
Awe of her . . .
is as it should be ¬©ÔłŹ

– epc

She is the lock and key to all ‘we’.

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FACT: All life on this Earth is from the same mother—all are loved equally by the same father. And especially loved by these, our progenitors, is the beauty of diversity they had made.


It is time for the children of man to pay no mind to the ‘evil’ and false histories presented by the false “Nazi” ‘race’ (as there is no such thing as race) and their subsequent ‘demons’ born of so-professed, “white-supremacy”—the supposed true-blood ‘Aryan’ people. All Aryan bloodlines are of Middle-Eastern decent, and not all were caucasian come out of the cradle, or “Eden” of humanity, from an area according to Genesis 2:10,¬† located at the “head waters” of the Tigres and Euphrates rivers, to the glorious rivers that once were of our beloved ancestry from Mother Africa, the Pison and the Gihon, referred to by archiologists as “fossil rivers”. The current “rulers” of this planet—the falsely self-claimed Jewish race, who are not Jewish; ones who usurped all things of dignity and honor from the true-blood Jew, have usurped humanity’s heritage— cleaving it unto themselves in insanity of lust of greed and power,¬† and have systematically ‘created’ a false world dis-order through corruption of an already existent shadow world of chaos, and have distorted the only order existent, Nature! ‘They’, have stripped humanity and all life from rightful places. We, were ones once humbled and honored with responsibility as charge—Stewards of the magnificent waters of paradise! And now, what is humanity to do with this restored [re-birthed] knowledge and wisdom of proper place … before it is too late, and life has no longer has place at all?! ūüíě

Before you assume to know … before you judge … before you humble to your own ignorance … before you believe what you have been indoctrinated to believe … LISTEN!

Rise together in the solution revolution. Rise above¬†division … rise above hate … rise¬†above survival!

The ‘Holy’-ist of all knowledge—the very “Tree of Knowledge”, was purposefully made ‘forbidden’ by wicked ruse.¬†Human intuition was made corrupt to meaningless fear by ‘evil’-minded mankind, and certainly not by any ‘god’ or ‘god’s’ of goodly intent. This “tree symbolizes the oneness of all life; a connective geneology: A knowledge given to all forms of life on this planet! Humanity was blindly strayed away from this connection, and was not “driven out” and away from precious wisdoms of¬† “the garden”. Eden, has for all time, been calling us back from within our very DNA! THIS surely is why the current rulers that shouldn’t be—the destroyers of blood knowledge, seek desperately and criminally to divide all manner of life: An intention to make ill humanity’s seed.

It is time for the children of man to listen to the grand masters of ancient blood who truly have left us messages of love, sacrifice, glory, wisdom, and warnings of the ages, in stone!

EVERYTHING … IS … written … in … stone … or gold … or clay. And, true to the imbellishment of human nature’s ego, the stories of long ago are recorded in ideals based in cultural mythologies—the same fasinating story told from perspectives of human infancy and understanding. Nonetheless, these stories hold truths of historical facts; each culture placing their own ‘belief system’ on high pedestal as being the one true greatest story of creation. We know now, that all are the greatest story ever told, together, as one true greatness deserving of equal respect. Same characters, different names, same story of us. I personally, love them all!


*These blog posts are based in my own research findings through an accumulation of information gathered through eight years of research, study, and self-contemplation. Please do, I encourage it, question answers, question questions! It is our right and duty to experience, and to be curious of all things of our world! Truth, should be our “religion”, if such a word be given to profound meaning in our lives!

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“Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, know then, it is time to reform, pause, and reflect.
—Mark Twain


Of all the “conspiracy” malarkey proposed to our subconscious minds by ‘powers’ that shouldn’t be, the worst of all kind of crimes committed on the human psyche are the crimes of withholding truths of our human existence and History! We know now that there have been numerous magnificent human civilizations before us on this planet—all greater than ourselves … we the falsely indoctrinated arrogant ones of supposed intelligence! We of these moments, are not worthy! ¬©


Question: What profound message of love will we leave to our progeny?

Answer: The TRUTH

Let us accept that there is no “missing link” yet to be discovered, as there is no missing link. All life is ‘born’ of the same beginning, and different forms of life did mutate to suit a particular environment to survive. All life did in fact, evolve from the same “tree of life”, and therefore, all life is connected through the same evolving DNA. Humankind has never resembled the ape, chip, nor any form of mammal of its kind. Our very DNA holds within it all folds of adaptation of beginning earthly forms. Humanity had it’s unique place on a branch of the “tree of life” come from *a species* that was neither ape, chip, nor human, and yet from this same species did both chip and the like of its kind, and humanity ‘branch off’ separately; the same genetic coding made different. Astoundingly, the evolutionary fingerprints of earthly progression can be seen within the human embryo as it grows to maturity. We are, uniquely “human”, and yet carry all the traits of life’s evolutionary beginnings within our DNA. Let us agree to call this miracle of magnificence, our “creators” evolutionary ‘design’. We are indeed, evolving. ‘Something’ interfered with natural evolution’s intention [DNA],to ‘create’ what we have become: A genetic manipulation of a species that did already exist on the planet. I, a human of sane and sound mind, do now believe, to the best and extent of my own significant research on these matters, that a ‘creator’, or ‘creators’ of a more advanced civilization than that of the civilization existing on the Earth at the time of genetic manipulative undertaking, did in fact interfere with the natural progression of evolution. And this thought alone boggles the mind, and does conjure within me many many many more unanswered questions that will perhaps never be answered, nor questioned, as the powers that shouldn’t be keep their manipulations of our minds par on their discourse of untrue history.

We, are no longer ignorant children easily swayed by a corrupt secular society! We must demand the truths of ourselves, and even if we also must find these truths on our own! We must, question answers, and question questions! Truth, is the only “religion” we should reverence: A resolution to quell the aching human soul of unreasoned chaos. We are, in these times, physically, mentally, and spiritually evolving, as this IS the way of all things of Nature. The ‘something’ that we feel IS real, and we must be determined towards it if we are to survive!

Knowledge is wisdom. Wisdom is acceptance of place in life’s true connections. To know thyself, is to thine own self be true: A place of gratitude within life’s holy circle. Humanity is created, and is also evolving to suit an ever-changing environment. The Earth itself is evolving, as it has been constantly since the beginning of time. Seems evident that every 5,000 to 10,000 years, these changes affect all life on this planet, in that an extinction of life may be inevitable. And this, together with the horrors presented of extinction offered by our own malevolent brothers and sisters! We must plan our survival, as is referred to by the messages written of warnings set in stone by our ancient ancestors, who were in fact, better than we in their humanity. We, are so not worthy!

Everything is connected, and everything changes according to Nature’s laws.

The ‘messages’ are becoming clear, and should not be ignored …

“Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light.”
11 Corinthians 11:14

Beware the lawless one(s).

‘Something’ strange indeed did happen in the days of Noah, pure blood grandson of Enoch, that we do not fully understand. However, we, all being of pure blood of Noah, should listen before we so quickly dismiss the ancient writings of warning . . .

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A repeated decision is not always a mistake.

All life presents itself in spark of seed: A masterpiece of contineous algorithms of move —to every seed is chance given to existence of eternal perpetuity.

Some, only care of the thoughts of what others may think—the some too proud to humble before greater reasoning for life’s being. The same some who do feel but refuse a responsibility to acknowledge and not accept the un-reasoned current ‘sufferings’ imposed upon the life-force—the some, who fail to ‘see’ that they are born to light of courage and inspiration for the lost of collective ‘feelings’ of darkness created of man’s illusions of choice; a fallacy of blindness to an acceptance of emptiness waiting to be filled. Some, fail to ‘see’ that fear must be seen and faced and not ignored! The only ‘monsters’ need be destroyed of this world are made in the image of man, as so are created by man! How unfortunate that some choose a “status quo” position of ‘coward’; a choice homage paid to ignorance of mortal place of fear fearing itself of truer instinctual beckoning for chance to change amiss to just!

“Hope conspires with the wind. It blows away the ‘demons’ of despair.” —Maya Angelou

“Messiah”: One who understands a meaning to his/her existence.

“You are the ‘Angel’ you’ve been waiting for! You’re here!”
—Alan Watts

We, and all sentient beings, are born to our own Universe, and therefore, we and only we are responsible for just being a truth of life by just being a truth we bring. To be a meaning is our meaning. Choices made must be our own. This is the law of all things. Forsaken must be the ‘opinions’ of fallactic entity endeavoring to change inner worlds, thusly are doing so against the laws of nature. This, being nothing more than audacity of arrogant proposal to control the outer world to their will! This, we can prevent by simply understanding humility; a human ability [power] of knowing honored place of innate nature.

Dare to peer into the abyss … ūüíę

Love’s only expectation, is the expectation to change.

love trees dancing

Love doesn’t hurt, personal expectations do. Love is a woman: A¬†physical form of experience in pure love. She, is the “Garden of Eden”, for love is her prime reason to be. A man¬†is worthy of her love¬†if he¬†recognizes his responsibility: A responsibility to appreciate love,¬†protect Love, respect love, hold Love¬†in highest esteem, so to be willing to battle fearlessly at all costs¬†for love. Love¬†is¬†the greatest of all things, without which there is¬†no existence. Dammed be she¬†who¬†dares betray the temple of love. Dammed be he who dare enters the temple of love with an empty soul of conditionality.

Love can be frustrating to anyone who has no understanding that love has expectations that differ in requirement for men and women. There first must be an understanding that the “how to”¬†love one another can only be understood in the learning to balance understanding; that being knowing one another as the human being.

This requires the ultimate cares of self-love, respect, compassion, empathy, trust, honesty, and promise of unconditionality.

We can analyze to¬†say what we think we know. He wants to play with love while she likes to “window-shop”¬†for the life-time partner in the equal sharing of love. These are most times obvious first expectations. Attraction, as we all know, is vital. How is¬†he attracted to she? A¬†wide-ranged subject at best, and for¬†she, this might not be¬†so¬†easily¬†expressed. There is the agreement of thought between he and she that no one can deny however, that being the importance of biological interaction of chemistry and¬†hormonal responsiveness. ¬† Then comes¬†mental attitudes.¬† Details of importance for he may be the things which might spike his interest in¬†she. This could be even the¬†smallest of¬†details, to the mainframe details of appearance. Seems most of the time for he is the whole of she—the details of expectation of his own conjured image of imagination. He perhaps will want to become intimate with¬†she. Is this lust, or¬†is it love? Hard to know at first encounter.

She is flattered when he¬†shows interest in her, but if she¬†does not react to his¬†solicitations, gestures, smiles, looks, compliments, etc.—then there will be no chance to be had by he at “score”. A¬†little hard-to-get display¬†on her part is often the tactic she uses to attract him¬†just a bit more, and even if only to pursue the depth of his desires for her.¬†Let‚Äôs says that she is attracted to he and begins to work her¬†array of seductions on him: A seduction that must work for she and he.¬†As she works her feminine ways on¬†him, and at the same time she¬†talks with¬†him, she watches him to gauge his potential as a long-term mate, and even if she has no real intention to be with him¬†for a long period of time, she will question—is he genuine? Is he affectionate? Is he patient? Is he kind?¬†Does he have a mature and prosperous¬†survival¬†ethic? Is he child-like or child-ish in his masculinity? Is he selfish? Does¬†she feel safe when she is¬†with him? As things move along and escalate sexually, she may stop¬†thinking of her critiques of him, she‚Äôll stop talking, and at a certain point, it becomes clear to he and she as to whether or not personal expectations of sexual excitement¬†is mutually satisfactory.

Blooming relationships differ in dynamics one from another, and it¬†is the blossoming relationship that will move forward. The excitement of new love is very strong, and both lovers just can‚Äôt wait to get their hands on one another. He and she may seemed¬†rushed to this point as emotions and physical expectations take over. And then, what of after? Lovers will tend to think about the what of next expectation. Questions such as, do we bother to try to be together for a while? Do we just get together on occasion to satisfy a¬†physical need or comfort? Do we allow ourselves to just relent to and relish in the drunkenness of sex and excitement of a new relationship? And sure we may, or may not? If¬†lovers come to a decision to stay together for a long period of time, then will comes the addiction—the somewhat obsessive pull one toward the other. A natural dopamine effect of desire¬†to be in company¬†of one another. A missing now comes of the significant other. And then it happens—the inevitability of first glimpse of frustration in the event that such¬†desire caused of missing is not satisfied.¬†So, frustration then¬†does¬†becomes part of the lovers “package”. If lovers¬†were not addicted to one another, stands to reason they¬†would not experience frustration.¬†Isn’t it a kind of addiction what keeps lovers¬†together?¬†Basically, frustration¬†is¬†a big part of a relationship as much as¬†is¬†the addiction. A pause in¬†thought should be that in every relationship there¬†must¬†should be healthy¬†balance between feelings, frustration, and addiction with regard to changing expectations, if, he and she desires to further the relationship. So how do couples¬†handle addiction, frustration, and expectation—whether it be within a strong and emotional¬†attraction, a long-term relationship attraction,¬†or a passionately physical romp now and then attraction? Because either or all, feelings will change, as we are so predisposed. The frustration, as well as the addiction will¬†either decline or will advance¬†to another “level”. In¬†most cases, and so it is we¬†hope as we become older, to a calmer mutual acceptance to change and¬†growth that will become evident and is inevitable for both personalities.

Some couples thoughts eventually will come to the¬†wisdoms of understanding that their closeness is closeness is evolving. A becoming of a more centered affection of balance between frustration and expectation. A desire¬†to just be with one¬†another now exists within¬†the foundations of trust, confidence, respect, and mutual bond¬†that took place between he and she¬†over the periods of of a¬†life-time: A special feeling that only the two share intimately. The first addiction will tend to¬†fade:¬†A lessoning of sexual attraction survived by the new addiction for need of love and affection. A change of physical dynamic¬† to a more sentimental addiction; one of¬†personality and¬†spirit—the persons the partners have become through¬†time. A¬†frustration may or may not arise of this change, and if so does, can¬†be tempered [mellowed] to an acceptance toward new exceptions being applied to the¬†new situation: A period of yet another “stage” of existence, closeness, and mutual affection—one¬†that may come to even touch the¬†sensitivities of one another‚Äôs soul. After the drama of opening of physical intimacy, the relationship is now challenged to be willing to embrace an openness of¬†wisdoms moving in direction toward affective intimacy. Affective intimacy is a much more difficult challenge¬†for he and she¬†to aspire to, because what is ultimately challenged is the ability to “perform” within a greater love, a higher love that can only be created of willingness to selflessness, which is the desire for the survival of the love he and she has created, because it¬†is unconditional love that desires the will to bring¬†he and she¬†to this enlightenment of thought.

In all relationships, there must be¬†equal compromise—the main compromise¬†being just how much compromise is he and she¬†willing to give a relationship? And how many frustrations can he and she¬†withstand out of this mutual compromise? For some, it may be that one¬†may¬†seem to be unable to thrive¬†without frustration and drama, or outright non-compliance toward compromise within the relationship, and thus will tend to create problems and unwarranted frustrations;¬†a way to continued displays of nonsensical drama. ¬†Would we think that the more calmer and most willing¬†one of the two will¬†be happy with the compulsively¬†frustrated significant other? ¬†Absolutely no!¬†¬†If only one carries, or believes themselves to carry all of the frustrations expressed of the other, then they will always be¬†a prisoner to unbalanced¬†frustration, and so will suffer the¬†accumulated¬† frustrations which does slowly destroy the intimacy that was¬†so lovingly created between he and she. ¬†Yes, we do get frustrated in our¬†relationships, and mostly according to desires of personal expectations, and therefore, will¬†hold the pains of heart,¬†mind, and spirit . . . alone . . . because the other has now become silent with regard to a caring of heart—numbed to the relationship simply to avoid any sort of confrontation. A suffered partner of cold-heartedness¬†will¬†feel a¬†wrath of indifference, and albeit-it, even within a constant forgiveness. Unfortunately, the more¬†silence reigns over¬†communication between he and she,¬†the more frustrations accumulate. ¬†The relationship¬†becomes like a¬†cancer,¬†because one refuses to acknowledge the pain given to the other, and thus refuses to acknowledge the possibility of deeper¬†love; an emotional abuse where the one who is emotionally abused¬†becomes lonely in the darkness of loneliness where missed is the other.¬†¬†Relationships do so often overlook this most importance aspect of understanding. The one who is frustrated for lack of understanding, is simply just not willing to come to terms with their own frustrations, and thus makes no effort no¬†effort to fight¬†for the deeper love of experience. They will callously, out of selfishness, relent to the loss of someone whose long-standing true love¬†cannot and will not be replaced. Frustrations, expectations, addictions, and compromise are all linked in a strange way¬†to an exceptional, true and real¬†love, and is worth the¬†battle to partake in order to¬†keep what was built between he and she.

It must be, that¬†logic dictates “no pain,¬†no gain”. A meaningful¬†relationship cannot¬†be without the frustrations necessary for growth and change.¬†Would he or she be in love at all in the first place if it¬†were not first for want of experience for¬†feelings of ‘something’ missing in their lives? The missing is love. Frustration is what makes love¬†move to a seeking of change: An anxiety rising out of the human¬†spirit of desire¬†for the ‚Äėsomething‚Äô to change. It is frustration which creates the¬†need and want to be with someone to give love and receive love. Missing someone is a frustration, and¬†is¬†in fact, the first frustration one feels. It’s not a question of complicated relationships really, nor is it about all the terrible frustrations and sentiments of sadness caused of an¬†unfair world.¬†Simply put, if couples¬†are not experiencing frustration in a given relationship, then they¬†are not in love at all. Feeling the frustration gives he and she the ability to recognize and acknowledge the connection¬†and attraction. There is no way one¬†can become addicted to another¬†without feelings¬†of love on some level: A subjection expected of human emotion. If all that is¬†desired of another¬†is an easy boring (boredom, yet another kind of frustration) life-style, then it becomes an abuse of love if one does¬†knowingly allow another¬†to¬†“fall in love” without merit of reciprocation! Do spare one who is¬†not afraid to¬†give love wholly, for it is¬†love that will be expected wholly in return. No one is deserving of empty exchange to emotional misery! Be not ungrateful¬†when true love is given! Understand, that love¬†is truly only for the worthy who are willing to give it!

Does he and she desire¬†love? Does he and¬†she want a meaningful relationship? If this be so, then both¬†must first be accepting to embrace the accompanying frustrations, addictions, and expectations required of love, because these are the conundrums of determinate; be it calm or chaos of¬†change and¬†growth and learning and accepting of differences. And so we ask, what are my motives for¬†the giving and not just the taking that will make or break love?¬† It is the things learned¬†of¬†appreciation! The ‘something’ wonderful to have in patience of moment to moment experience!¬†In this thought, he and she learn to lower their expectations as time moves them.¬† Be not selfish while wandering and wondering together through the “stages” of love and life. Passionate physical relationships will either grow into¬†new beginnings as passionate¬†mature affectionate friendships, or, if there be¬†a lack of wisdom of understanding on part of one or the other, or both, will most assuredly come face-to-ugly-face confrontation with overwhelming heartache. And what a shame it is that many relationships do¬†end in the latter simply because of stubborn selfishness of heart!

Human feelings evolve unending, and even if we try and force a relief from of pains within by attempt at self-numbing against the darkness of heartache. This can only led to stifling the light of elation to the very joys of living. The hardest thing to do in relationships then, is to learn to simply give up expectations. Accept a place of heart to just be, because nothing can remain the same. He and she can only move past the negative “karmas” placed on¬†the¬†relationship by the energies he and she allow into it. Discern¬†all¬†things through the love for one another—heart, mind, and spirit.¬†Only¬†good and positive things come of the will’s¬†effort. The¬†reward will be¬†the joys of¬†companionship where¬†frustrations are balanced through¬†healthy loving intimate communication. Without this anchor attached¬†to¬†love’s security,¬†frustrations will become¬†numerous and toxic: A sad misery for¬†one who is made to suffer the pains of the other unfairly. This results in time for one or the other to¬†move on¬†and¬†away from from¬†emotional damages caused of selfishness that devastates another’s self-worth.

And so it is so
. . . if he and she are both desirous of true love, than stands to reason that both¬†must¬†be willing to compromise¬†toward the earning. Love¬†is¬†happiness—found through the frustrations associated with changes balanced in patience of mutual understanding of love’s expectations. The Universe is patient as it creates— embracing beauty through darks and lights of order in calm and¬†chaos: A constant moment to moment experience of desire for perfection. Why would he or she¬†think themselves¬†any different? The Universe¬†is¬†love, and love is peace realized in the challenges to meet at the center of mind, heart, and spirit. True love does not allow unworthy things to enter
—dark things that blind us from the light of one another. ¬©



Love seeks only to be satisfied of fullness of experience. The price for love is gratitude in the living and giving, before the partaking of ecstasy of sudden sweatiness and drowsiness in flash of purpose: A wish for the sleeping and the dreaming in grasses of contentment. Love should be lived to the point of tears of joys and sorrows of lessons begotten of both.

Woman is a¬†mystery meant for glory. She is a gift to a¬†man who¬†knows in his heart that she is here because the world needs love to survive: A deeper love meant for a man who is aware¬†that love is her true soul-mate—a place of understanding hidden in folds of purity seeking a protectorate who ‘sees’ her virtue at first encounter: A love beyond the world made blind by cold hearts. Be surely humbled, to be worthy of her fire!


“Seven Steps to Finding True Love”: A helpful opinion:











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The threads are tightly woven.


We are all the same, and yet unique in our sameness. There are no Jones’ to compete with.




History doesn’t repeat itself, it is mankind’s endeavors of interjection and interference that stagnates the progression of time. And so, continued are the lessons of repeated consequence, and so too, for as long as mankind pursues a battle against his own soul for ‘power’ over the source of ‘force’ he does not acknowledge, nor no longer understands as once did, in his arrogance and¬†disobedience to the will of natural conscience. Mankind continually seeks to control the ‘force’ of Nature, rather than to be humbled by place within it, and thusly lives non-consistent with offered and existing synchrony of miracles in plain sight! Mankind seemingly chooses to weave a web of ill-will of destruction, rather than embrace humility¬†of place within the will of the life-‘force’. Consequently, loss is great, as he will, without conscience, destroy precious life-forms to eventual and non-consensual extinction! Fortunate are the¬†humble in wisdom who come to recognize the Great Awe of themselves and ‘see’ the obvious¬†cyclic rhythms of Nature that¬†cannot be¬†stopped by mankind’s foolishness! A¬†greatness of woes comes to those whose minds choose residence behind masked states of¬†ignorance to moment’s call: A persistent pursuance of gravity the human heart is called to. A face-to-face encounter of ‘force’ connection of beseeching acceptance of almighty¬† reason and logic and discipline of eternal silent morality of highest stewardship: An instinctual desire of mortality. A fervent necessity to listen to the ‘voice’ of the soul of wanton curiosity. Pitied¬†are the foul of heart who deny their own greatness in name of selfish inner beast of abused ego made pompous: A turning away from the ‘God’ of human thought of will for eternity’s preservation! Be¬†it firstly understood, humanity is the assigned ‘force’ of intuition’s reach of commune. ¬†All others are imposers of¬†abuse and misuse drenched¬†in lies and ties of untrue progression and purpose. The mind is the open door to all intellectual experience of awe,¬†and not given meant for hypnotic proposals of inhumane fallactic pursuance! It is the heart that¬†reigns of¬†deciphers¬†reasoning made just¬†or unjust¬†while the body dwells in matter’s realm.


Mankind¬†must¬†consistently put to question his mental integrity. Why in name of the¬†‘God’ of ourselves would ones of ignorant demented mind be allowed to stifle all others with deceptive intentions to destroy what the individual imagination strives to co-create in Love’s favor of marvel and¬†discovery: A world without wordy dogma of secrets, and given wholeheartedly as¬†gift beneficial to the whole. To live and let live is first¬†law of duty, discipline, and order!


Wake up! ¬†Be aware of man’s words contrived in ‘evil’ intention of purposeful thoughts seeking control and¬†‘power’ over all¬†things through all form of¬†deception! ¬†Allow it no longer! ¬†Individual privacy of thoughts and emotions¬†of¬†desire for¬†survival are the ‘glue’ necessary for Love’s claim to being: A miracle come¬†of ‘powers’ greater than ourselves—light-giving energies shaping all things through all humanity and all life! Wisdom is gifted in moments of humility: An awareness of place of reality made clear in the now of all moment. Uniqueness is the must of¬†choice¬†set upon thrones of Universal logic! Awe, is what will be given to the changing¬† world made fit for sustainability within harmony. Life can no longer allow fear to reign of humanity’s mind: A ‘force’ of wicked and devastating intention of immoral will!


Beware then, that fear, be¬†the¬†mortal enemy! ¬†Joy, is life’s intention of¬†place within the “I AM”¬†of Divinity! Wisdom, is¬†the light of all truth . . . the only “common-core” conformity worthy of obedience! ¬©


Indeed, great pains of mourning continue to come to all who do not face the fears set deep in humanity’s unawareness to his own made hidden intuitive nature and connection to the laws of all order!¬† Face the darkness, the ugliness made of the human soul by our own hand!¬† So to change, so to be able to recognize our wrong-doings! So to heal the great wounds encumbered upon¬† us by ‘the beast’ within ourselves!




The worse thing a society is ‘taught’ to do, ¬†is to judge one another! And to judge we do, by societal standards of ‘success’ mandated by false ego. ¬†This . . . is clearly unrealistic, abominable, and unattractive! ¬†What of moral standards given to mortality¬† —sacred human will, dedication, kindness,¬†humility, empathy, compassion, virtue, grace, and simplicity of begotten place? ¬†Are we not simply human—born to intuition’s governing? ¬†It is for us to live and let live .¬†. . to observe and never to interfere!¬† This, is the first law of honored place, and these are the energies of comings and goings left to guidance of¬†Earth’s children that are felt powerful in these generations, and everything that is not of these is literally, physically,¬†mentally, and spiritually,¬†not of humanity, and are illnesses that need be brought to surface in re-birth to awareness to be healed, as¬†to be ridden of by the life-force for survival’s sake! Can’t you feel it . . . this ‘something’ that is real?! And what is to be done to¬†heal? To just be of thoughts as one in Love’s preservation . . .¬†it is necessary! The Universe constantly dances in beautiful grace of calm, so to change the moving tides and scale of chaos! Why would we think ourselves any different? As above, so too below!



Be humble. Be Love. Be brave. Be alive. Be you. Be human! ~~~*ūüíĖ



“Let no man put asunder”

. . . a destiny of worth made clear from all beginnings.



Enigma – “Return To Innocence”

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If you dare¬†.¬†.¬†. and you must of anxieties of instinctual wonton burden, delve deeply into a proverbial ‚Äúrabbit hole‚ÄĚ; an inner sense of way where one comes to ‚Äėsee‚Äô paths of truths once lost. ¬†Seems legend, myth, fairy tale, art, and Music, are more truthful in lyrical meaning than any of mankind‚Äôs watered-down versions of interference of ego: An interpretation of¬† knowledge offered of¬† twisted histories. The supposed ‚Äúholy books‚ÄĚ‚Ää‚ÄĒ‚Ääbooks versed and re-versed according to the whims of culture and religion are sorely missing truths of value and realities of untold record.



The histories of organized religions have been grossly bloody ungodly, and frankly, have very little or nothing to do with ‘faith’¬†nor ‘words’ of means of biblical sense—words concerned with matters of Love and hate—namely,¬†specific accounts of witness of historical story of relentless and numerous battles between the Love and hate of mankind’s hearts. ¬†Faith then, becomes¬†profoundly personal; a choice come of¬†ourselves of inner ‘voice’—thoughts given by way of personal whisper: An unrelenting loyalty, devotion and surrender to a magnificence of faith given unto one or the other. ¬†It is impossible that faith¬†would come from elsewhere other¬†than from within. ¬†No¬†other one can reach unreachable souls except for the ‘one’ who is the first divine Soul-Mate shared amongst the whole of all other ‘ones’;¬†an expression of connection of one-ness . . . ‘God’ . . . the Universe . . . the Omnipotent . . . Phi of¬†fingerprint . . . Mathematics . . . the Matrix . . . the Alpha, the Omega¬†. . . Allah . . . ¬†YAH ¬†. . . Yahweh . . . Nature¬†. . . [etc. etc. etc. of all cultures]. ¬†



Life is created of free will. There¬†is¬†no mistaking a ‘calling’—‘the something’¬†that is felt and¬†does exist. ¬†It is the Soul-Mate what we seek, and¬†so too,¬†is¬†the¬†‘what’ that is also seeking. ¬†It is best to choose to believe in your-‘self’, rather than ‘powers’ that be who mock your¬†thoughts if they be outside the ways of drama and dogma. ¬†Let it be known, let it be said freely, curiosity¬†satisfies the imagination.¬† Indeed . . . surly it is unthinkable to give up on a possibility of chance to achieve the impossible when is given such divine role model as a perfect Love; a Soul-Mate ¬†of expressive thoughts of unfathomable beauty of light in plain sight—an¬†intense drive of passion, where lay blood chilling joy!



Do mind your thoughts . . . always, they¬†are¬†intimate conversations with a Universal Soul-Mate. ¬†A will¬†either¬†chooses¬†to¬†listen¬†to a¬†divinity of ‘voice’, or, will choose to conform to the forces of worldly voice of misery and unreason; a deafened defeated right of¬†progression. ¬†To wherever thoughts lead, such is what will come¬†through the door left¬†opened.¬†¬©




‘G.O.D’: G.aining O.nes D.efinition.¬†—Common




It becomes¬†important to know the histories of “sacred texts” before reading them.

ie; The International Standard Bible Encyclopedia—all versions before the “Authorized”¬†K J V version:



A history of John Wycliff:



Other studies [books] of message (+):



“If some years were added to my life, I would dedicate fifty years to the study of the Book of I, and then I might come to be without great fault.” ~Confucius


The Complete “I Ching” – 10th Anniversary Edition:



A¬∑poc¬∑ry¬∑pha:¬†biblical or related writings not forming part of the ‘accepted’ canon of Scripture:¬† (writings,¬† [questionable] ‘reports’ not considered genuine).



‘The ¬†word’ of ‘holy’ books, together with all books removed thereof, ¬†are¬†given¬†to personal interpretation. Never were they intended¬†for¬†organizational¬†use by¬†religious groups endeavored to¬†usurp a control of the masses, as this would most assuredly¬†deny and defy a¬†fulfillment of requirement given of ‘God’ to¬†personal¬†freedoms of¬†choice and will.



Q: ¬†‘Who am I really? ¬†What is my message [gift] for¬†change?

A: ¬† Have a conversation with the Soul’s mate, you, to find out.




To agree and to¬†disagree, should always be matters of personal discernment. Question everything to contemplate the ‚Äėsomething‚Äô vying for your attention from the center of your being. Do research with an¬†‚Äėeye‚Äô outside the realms of religionists and political drama and dogma. Seek, and never stop seeking. Be awed by the things you will come to know. ¬† The things of a¬†true ‘God’.



There are healing messages on an ‘awakened’ side of Music:












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Many times I did enter the realm of midnight fair of air of Zana‚Äės garden.¬† A place of billowing peace painted of enchantment; an unending diversity of plumage: A menagerie of flora and fauna releasing Nature’s drug, euphoria, upon me at first deep hypnotic breath.



I am at once rendered calm—moved away from¬†life’s dark-sighted anxieties¬† of due affairs of tormented spirit while swayed of tire as Zana’s garden welcomes my secret¬†tears to cleanse and cure: A peace is given to open heart’s door¬†to rest.



I sit in moment upon nestled¬†caress—senses lulled in awe of flaming hibiscus and out stretched arms of comforting bended palm. ¬†My nostrils fill with¬†intoxication of warmed summer breezes of sweet earthly delight of flowering blooms singing whisperings¬†of strength to vanquish¬†silent mournful illusion.



On this night, a full moon gently gleans the night sky reaching to touch¬†my soul in quiet quiescent delight. ¬†Zana’s garden does somehow know it is¬†peace and comfort I seek: A peace graciously given in unselfish Love’s language of lush and ‘Godly’ bonding. ‚ďí




Embrace the intimacy of cosmic rapture to feel Love’s native tongue.



A message is spoken¬†of Love‚Äôs tongue,¬†‘Your¬†deepest fear is not the¬†sense of confined false inadequacy, but of how powerful beyond measure is your power.¬† It is the light of heart within¬†that most frightens you, and not the darkness of tormented mind.’



NATURE: The inborn forces of light and dark: A realization of awakened being: A place of transitional euphoric-agony of joy and pain calling: A recognition of connection of truth in just taste of ‘godliness’: A mind ensensed of Universal mastery and self-love’s place within the moving canvas: A constant dance toward infinite change.


The ‘something’ that we feel, is real. ūüíę

¬†*NOTE: The original name given to this song is “Goodbye Forever”.